House Rules.
First and Foremost, Welcome.
Now, guidelines.
Read. my scribbles.
Feel. my emotions.
Smile. for me.
Dance. in joy.
Comment. in my favour.
And if you don't already know,
Slip. on my banana peels. =P
Sunday, November 1, 2009
UPDATE (11.47pm, 1 November 2009): Wow, i don't get it. 2 blog posts in a day? Come on. There's gotta be something else to do.... ... ...
(Like checking out my friend's pictures on facebook.)
Which... was what I did. And it made me really sad. And jealous. At the same time. Well, I am really jealous that other people seem to have so many more friends than I do! Issit because I don't hang out with other people long enough? Issit because I totally work and tire myself out so I don't have energy to go out with my friends?
I can't blame them... everytime someone asks me out, I just don't really wanna stay out cos I don't feel comfortable being in my clothes.They're getting tighter and tighter. I can't exactly breathe in them. And yet I don't wanna buy new (larger sized) clothes. The more of such clothes I buy, the more I let myself go by eatingl I practically tell myself that I can still eat cos I can still find clothes that fit! I don't wanna have to indulge in that anymore.
I have to lose weight. I wanna do something that makes me feel proud of myself. I wanna start something and see it through. Which I never exactly did for all my past diets. I've got to buck up!!!!!!!!
xoxo Jank