House Rules.
First and Foremost, Welcome.
Now, guidelines.
Read. my scribbles.
Feel. my emotions.
Smile. for me.
Dance. in joy.
Comment. in my favour.
And if you don't already know,
Slip. on my banana peels. =P
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Hello!Met up with my uncles and aunties today and we had a wonderful X'mas lunch buffet at Grand Plaza Park Hotel Restaurant: Indulge at Park.
The food was really nice, especially their deserts! Yummy!
Then Joanne and I went for the Yes Man! movie by Jim Carey. It was very entertaining. In fact, Jim Carey's character reminded me very much of myself before he started saying 'Yes!' hahaha. Maybe I should practice saying 'Yes' whenever an opportunity presents itself to me. The same way he did. Yes, I do understand the moral of the story, I just have to get into the system of saying 'Yes', no? HAHA.
ANYWAY. I went on to Orchard to meet Alice who just came back from her flight. She's getting prettier and prettier everytime I met her! I'm so jealous can. hahaha.
Then she gave me a pretty friendship charm thingy that she bought from Japan! (see picture below) So sweet right? =)
We even took pictures with the mascot of Precious Thoughts! It was so cute, I had wanted to carry it and bring it home with me!
While window shopping around Isetan Scotts, I came across this wonderful piece of clothing from a shop called "alldressedup"! I wanted to buy it cos it was so cute! No, not me! The shirt dress!
Even had a little hood! hahaha.
Guess the price! Guess the price!
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It costs S$989! AHHHH! Well, it is on 50% discount right now, but it's still expensive! I would marry anyone who would buy this for me. .....just kidding. Nobody would, and I wouldn't, so.
Anyway, I'm not so superficial. These are just wants, not needs. Being a practical girl, I have decided that I will marry FOR FOOD instead! YAY!
Marrying for food?
Well, we could do it like this: This guy (whomever he is) gives me a permanent meal coupon which as long as I live, as long as I present this meal coupon to him at anytime, he will get me food! WHATEVER I WANT! Nasi Briyani, Chicken rice, Horfun, Fried rice, KFC, Macs, Burger King, nuggets, fries, popcorn and the list goes on. This is so much more practical than giving me money! It means that I will only have to work for clothes or cars in the future. I have no need to buy any food for myself because as long as I live (and as long as the guy lives, which means I will need to make him live longer than me) I have free flow of any delicacy I want!
This is just the best present that any food lover could ever receive.
*Evil Chuckle*
..... But I realise it's good to have someone to love. At least you'll have someone to spend all those special days like Xmas and Valentines' Day (etc.) and someone to make you feel special and loved. Though I'm alone, it's alright as long as I have my family with me. Friends are.. well, here for me too, I guess. =) I just thank God for everything I have. Praise to the Heavenly Daddy!
Anyways, happy holidays to all and may the Year 2009 be a happier year, may it be a year full of surprises and love for all of us.
MERRY XMAS and A HAPPY NEW YEAR! =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)
xoxo Jank
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
It's almost the end of yr 2008 now, with only another 29 days to go!I think before the year ends, there's really something I wish to get off my chest.
October is long gone, November has just said its farewell.
I STILL HAVE NOT GOTTEN MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION... YET!
WOW. It's such a funny thing, when people just talk about it, but nothing's put into action? I'm not even talking about the strangers, hello! My best friends, right? OK, guess i'm 'over-reacting'. I just feel kind of pissed off.
Many important people to me have forgotten my birthday this year. This just shows that I'm not as important to them as they are to me. HELLO! Even my colleagues celebrated my birthday for me, like one day before my actual birthday! So, kinda shame on you, my best friends.
I can't say how disappointed I really am, I'm just at a loss of words. I've been thinking, hmmm... okay, maybe it's forgivable if they forget my 21st birthday. Anyway they already promised to meet up with me and celebrate with me soon, right? So that should be like having a belated birthday celebration or something, be content la, Janel.
Damn! How long already, ok? I just had another friend celebrating his 21st birthday, and all of you remembered his birthday as compared to mine. Wow, dinner and special secret party thrown for him leh. Hey, that's kannasai la, ok. You mean to say, your so-called 'meeting up soon' and 'celebrating my birthday' is just lip service to me meh?
I don't need it la ok! Don't wanna meet me then don't meet! Don't wanna celebrate then don't celebrate la! But don't keep giving me empty promises ok? How many times in my life you wanna disappoint me?
This is like, quite the last straw, ok. I am utterly disappointed and utterly sian with your damn lies! I don't even expect you to give me presents, and I KNOW I shouldn't even count on you guys to make me feel a tad special. Boy, I am so pissed. And sad.
Come to think about it, after feeling angry, all that's left is really the feeling of being insignificant to the people whom you've seen as so important. Now I've realised what I mean to them is so little.
Really, the only people who celebrated my birthday for me was my family members. And I really am very touched and I appreciate everything they've done for me. That's definitely putting their love in action, and not only talk and try to convince me that they care or they love me.
Come to think about it, my best friends, do you even know when I'm sad?
Do you even care when I'm sad?
Do you even bother to contact me to find out how I am coping when I'm sad?
Do you even bother to contact me to try and meet me?
You don't even have to answer these questions. I have it all carved in my heart. Please la. Everytime I try to meet you all, you all are always busy. Have you all ever thought about me?
Only when you need me. right?
Only when we need Janel to do something.
This is really hurting. AND i'm really unhappy with you all. I am fuken serious.
What I'm Feeling Now:
Angels Fall First - Nightwish
xoxo Jank