House Rules.
First and Foremost, Welcome.
Now, guidelines.
Read. my scribbles.
Feel. my emotions.
Smile. for me.
Dance. in joy.
Comment. in my favour.
And if you don't already know,
Slip. on my banana peels. =P
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Seriously, I dislike my friends. All of them.Really, you think you are really nice to me?
You think you really care about me?
I occasionally shower you with gifts.
I lend you money when you need it.
I give you treats when you are on a really tight budget.
I listen to you when you have family problems.
I hang out with you when you need company.
I talk to you when you are bored.
Think about it. Think about what you do. Think about what you say to me.
Think.
When I need support, are you there?
When I need help, are you there?
When I need someone to listen to me, are you there?
When I need someone's company, will you even try to be there?
Don't forget that a relationship is a 2 way thing. Don't waste my time if you don't sincerely want to be my friend.
I don't need that shit. These are the simple reasons why I don't look for you all anymore. And I realise that we don't even talk anymore! Cos you are living a great life. Without me.
And when there are problems, I know you will be back again.
See the difference?
I'm really disappointed. I can live alone. Without you.
Who are you to hurt me?
What is your definition of a friend? Someone to play with when you are bored? I'm not your soft toy. Or your dog.
Even your dog receives more respect from you.
What am I to you?
Think about it. Think.
Have you looked for me in the past 6 months? You miss me?
Why bother to pay lip service to me. I don't need that. I need sincerity. I need you to be my friend.
I give alot of sincerity to each and every of you, why don't I get it back? I'm not worthy?
Fuck you all then. I don't need you all.
Jank