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Read. my scribbles.
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Dance. in joy.
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
I miss Johnmin.It has already been more than 3 months since we spoke. No calls, no smses... Ever since I told him that i was disappointed with him. I wonder if I really matter to him. Does not even seem so. I remember the last time I tried confiding in him was when I felt really really upset over somethings that happened in the office. But he told me that I should feel better because he is much worse off than me, and that I should be happy. Those words cut me deep.
Everytime I put up the phone to sms him, I hestitate... I just cannot believe he just didn't even sms me. Why should I always be the one to contact him? Why should I always be the one to organise a meeting on his behalf when he wants to meet up with the others?
I'm really sorry for myself. Sorry that I cannot cut off relationships so easily. Hurt, but I still think of him.
How is he doing?
Is he getting along well with his girlfriend?
6 years of friendship... will it end just like this? Should it?
Still...
I miss this friend of mine.
xoxo Jank
周華健 - 朋友 (Friends)